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| Well aint it crazy how I think I found myself. lol WOOO HOOO im feelin good right now. I've realized today that I am not happy sometimes because there are things that I envy. If I didn't envy so much I would be happy. I realized today that I clown on the Dance team here at school not becuase they actually suck, but because I want to be shakin my ass on the court and I could help them out a lil. So Ima do that one day. Everything takes time though so its all about knowing what I want,having the motivation and having the patience to let things run their course. First I must get my grades up so I can get involved in different things because thats what keeps me up when Im a part of something and to know not everyone can be a part of . | | |
| PACIFIC TIGERS BACK -TO-BACK BIG WEST CHAMPS!!!!! :::sighs:::: Thank God for the lil' things like the mens basketball games to keep me sane. Things like that make me love being here. I don't really have anything to complain about everything has been going good. I'm stayin on top of things when it comes to school and I'm going to be getting more hours at work YAY more money to help mommy and daddy. Speaking of the parentals im goin home for Spring break. I really wish I could have gone to NY but I have come to the conclusion that everything takes time and I can only do it when I really have the means to. I still miss Diana. That girl is good though. Shes a tough lil cookie thats why I look up to her the way I do. Shes gonna take me to a concert  I suppose its her way of thanking me for being there for her, but in reality im just tryin to help her out the way she has always helped me. I want my car now so I can get out of stockton. | | |
| Go Go Go Go Go me Its my BIRFDAY!!!! IM gonna party cuz its my bifday and dayum that song gets on my nerves. SHARON IS HERE YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She got here at midnight aint she cute. Then we went to Denny's and stuffed our faces and talked about the good times. lol Ur MUMMY Ur MUMMY........... tehehe. whoa its late. night night . wtf | | |
| 10 days til my 20th birthday!!!! AWWWW I'm not gonna be a teen anymore tear sniffle sniffle. I don't feel good right now cuz a stupid boy called me fat lol  Im such a girl. The more and more I think about it I'm like wtf do I care for School has been going good so far. This semester is my last chance to stay at UOP after this semester if I mess up its a wrap for me, so I've been stayin on top of my game. I went home last weekend to see the fams and it was good times. We played loteria and laughed and talked about things. My lil brother was sooo happy to see me. It reminded me that I need to do good cuz lil man is lookin up to me I have to set a good example for him. Diana ain't here no more she moved to San Diego. I miss her so much. I feel so alone sometimes, I have to be strong though. I have to learn that being by myself is a good thing because in the end the only person I can really count on besides my family is me . | | |
| Dios Mio!! Quisiera saber porque me siento tan triste. If I were happy all the time maybe things would be a lot easier, but I find myself missing something. I went home this weekend and it only reminded me of why I went off to college in the first place. Spending time with my lil bro was probably the best out of everything. My mom always has news for me but it's always bad news, it's rare that she gives me good news. I didn't get to see Sharon or Candice and Daisey is in Santa Barbara. Daisey actually called me today and it was nice to talk to her and see how she is doing. She was tellling me about her new boyfriend and how great he is. I'm happy for her but at the same time I'm like damn when am I gonna have somebody like that. I dont think there is anything wrong with me,but maybe other people see something that I don't see. I guess its all a matter of time, I just have to concentrate on what is the most important right now and that is my education.
HEY SHARON I THINK "COOKIES" are "GOOD"!! Wat u think?
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